To think of it

(this is the second of the two poems that I coined at the time of my exams, on the last of the papers of the revision book...and had decided that this is going to find its place in the blog the first thing on the BLOG...so see the Mays additions )


How can I say what u mean to me?
You came in my life when everything else was dark and bleak
you just brightned it
I felt scared to dream before
but u turned my dreams to a hue of colors that I am still facinated to see.
Life is silent music when u r around me and defening silence when u r not
and ur scent haunts me long after u r gone.
I know that u dont feel the same coz ur eyes still search for some one,
I know that u dont feel the same, coz u are same with me as with anyone else.
I am just some one whom u know, someone who walked with u for sometime.
I am just a friend and I am happy that way,
but thoughts of life without u just takes my breath away,
eyes bleeding in mute silence the hurt of what my heart felt.
Its a real pain , I say to my self.
Damn, if this is love and if its always with pain.....
I would still fall in love, if the person I love is u