sometimes

"chupana bhi nahi aata...
batana bhi nahi aata...
hume tumse mohabbat hain...
jatana bhi nahi aata..."
these and such lyrics sounded in the ears. explaining the current state of the mind...calm and quiet in the office...U want to tell so many things to this person but u cant....wishing to say that u think a lot about this one person and that its difficult to go on living like that...dying bit by bit every day..U know its vain...coz u cant say cant make ur self understood...wishing that this feeling will go away...
"...tumhise pyar karte hain...tumhi se kyon chupate hain..."
U simle...a crooked, helpless smile...really things are difficult...its like this..."aakhon mein nami, hasi labon par"...(groan...) whats worng with me.....................
I just shrug and resume my work...another song is playing on the system......."dekha jo tujhe yaar...dil mein baji sitar....."