A sunny afternoon slowly changing to evening

Today we didnt go anywhere. I was not in a mood to spend unnecessarily by just going out for the hec of it. And since we had been for Siddhant's painting workshop yesterday, today we decided to stay put. Shubs came just after I came back to work and after she left, I had an afternoon nap where as usual and what happens even in the morning, I got up before alarm. I had a quiet lunch of dosa and chutney with a book for company while better (?) half and pilla rested. I finished the second of 2 oui caramel dessert. Then the guys had lunch. I was in no mood to put on tv for pilla who had two choices . Either work or improvise.I finished three more pages of coloring big drawings (wierd as well), saw disinterestedly youtube for a while , while my tea boiled which I had with some garlic parmesean pita chips. I watered the succelents and dusted the thin film of dust on many things downstairs. I broomed whole of first floor (pending...but feels so clean now), folding laundry, prepping pilla's monday clothes, had a bath and donned my constant company "rudraksha" had a bitterish new coffee that better (?) half made. Now I will be clearing the study table and the dinner will come from chipotle. The lovely sun shines at me as I thank my almighty for a beautiful leisure second half of the day, wondering what to prep up next (read pilla's lunches), cleaning my god's small home and light a diya. work on duolingo... As the evening turns into a beautiful dusk, I am happy I accomplished all of it, as I type this, Pilla and better (?) half are gorging the veggie bowl and I take a deep breath as I listen to the cartoon...life is definitely perfect for me...I am mentally thinking of one last task of listing calling various doctors and dentists for appointments as I see a car parked in front of half dark home in front of me....ohh thats a doordash or something similar...I listen to Tarak Mehta now...I see a street light switched on as i smile a little sad but mostly happy. Today was a much better day...grey but a shade lighter than normal...a day that I still feel I have enough left...

A grey sky, rains and malalaise today

Thats the reason I work on weekends. The third word always hangs low on my neck...ready to cast a perpetual black cloud around me.