A tribute to you

(Now dont u dare call this poem sad...its very real and nice)

First I thought it would go away
that what I felt was just attraction
I laughed and chided at my self
scolded till it was unbearable telling my self
that what I thought was just so unimaginable

I tried, honestly I did
but it didnt work
I couldnt stop the feelings that I had for you,
the more I stopped the more they grew
and finally I resigned to the fate, and fell hard for you

u may call me unpractical
you may call me naive
you may call me romantic
but what I felt for you went beyond plain love even if I didnt show it,
I was amazed when even in silliest of things our tastes ran the same
U never caught my startled look, when u revealed some taste and volia I too had the same
I could see the sadness in your eyes which you hid away from the world and feel your happiness even when u wouldnt let me I could feel your pain
and wonder at your passion
but I hid all that coz I didnt want to make you feel akward or gulity

even if we were different yet so similar
U were and are my other half
like a twin or missing part
U knew me
understood me
wiped my tears and made me laugh
dissolving my anger brushing away my frowns
U were the one I always wanted in my life

but life is seldom fair and I have realized that
U are like that gift that is amazing but unachievable
my need but just so unreachable ,I can just see it but cannot caress it
U are my mirror image but seen in water
one touch would send ripples and the image would be lost forever

Adieu is all I can say now...adieu is what I have to tell you finally
even if my heart protests...but the heart will bleed and stop
perhaps scarred but time will heal those too