A sick day that just started

Today I called in sick. A rare thing to do and hence really wierd and guilty as well. I had such wierd state of mind that I messaged my better(?) half if I should take a leave. "go ahead. You need to". Was his instant reply. As I work 7 days a week, except for school holidays, I dont get any. So while I started this post at 8.00 am, chores and errands made me sit back at 10.00 am. Yes, the day is still long. 4 hours long. 4 hours to sweep out negetivity, 4 hours to bring in productivity and usefulness. $ hours to count my blessings, 4 hours to pray for peace. I work in a good place now. Of course there is headache and politics but I can shut it out most of the times. But recently I noticed that my mind has tied it self against these "trojans" so tight that my whole hard drive of a brain is tired, ready to shut down. Plans are many. To read , to draw, to color, to organize, to sleep and ofcourse netflix but that will come very late. There is a plan to eat out with better (?) half. so many plans. But will they fit in 4 hours? Only time will tell...