A new year, a new laptop (work related) a new ( three month old ) job

I invited new year with many things. I got more and more closer to my "aradhya devat". I can say religious without sounding obsessed or pompous. I love reading and knowing things about hinduism. For me my religion is not just something for the soul but very much thought provoking. I actually wonder how one of the world's oldest religions can be so scientific, brimming with knowlege and just so logical. For the uninitiated, the religion may be a way of paganism or idol worship but for visual worshippers like me its a bliss. I am trying to learn to appreciate. At times you tend to forget what you have got in favor of what you wish for. which like a horizon, just changes... I plan to write more, now that I dont have to ask for a system...I have got my own now, and I have it available at home , especially for Sid's typing practice. Je combatte la D tous les jours. Je sais ca mais je n'ai pas le cran, parceque j'ai souvent des expreiences insensibles et mauvaises avec qui j'ai parle avant. la personne ne comprend qu'il ya avait des instances ou j'ai surivi la peine a la nuit, sans se s******... je combatte tous les jours...et mes travails essayent de le faire plusieurs fois...quelquefois je gagne mais plusieurs fois je vainquis et je pleure tout seule..mais c'est la vie et mon seul ami est mon dieu...je parle avec lui...et avec lui il n'ya pas la judegement... I hope today marks the day I can start my blog again...only for my self... expressing my self